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"And not as well armed Fewer, the three captains...Posted at 11:44 AM on Friday, January 29, 2010
"And not as well armed
Fewer, the three captains echoed each other in mindless litanyNot as well armed, they gibberedWe must move, they chorused, their imbecilic faces looming in his dreams, set close together, hanging like lurid moons too near the earth
Anghiar, his emissary in the Governor's Castle at Senzio, sent word that Casalia still favored them; that the Governor realized that Brandin was not as strong as theyThat he had been persuaded to see the virtue of tilting even further towards the BarbadiorThe emissary from the Western Palm, one of the few Ygrathens who had decided to stay with Brandin, was having a more difficult time each passing day gaining audience with the Governor, but Anghiar dined with plump, sybaritic Casalia almost every night
So now even Anghiar, who had grown lazy and self-indulgent, morally corrupt as any Senzian during his years there, was saying the same thing as all the others: Senzio is a vineyard ripe for harvestingCome!
Ripe for harvesting? Didn't they understand? Didn't any of them realize that there was sorcery to reckon with?
He knew how strong Brandin was; he had probed and backed quickly away from chanel jumbo xl bag the Ygrathen's power in the year they had both come here, and that had been when he himself was in his primeNot hollow and weakened, with a bad foot and a drooping eye after almost being killed in that cursed Sandreni lodge last yearHe was not the same anymore; he knew it, if none of the others didIf he went to war it had to be a decision made in the light of thatHis military edge had to be enough to offset the Ygrathen's sorceryHe needed to be certainSurely any man not a fool could see that that had nothing to do with cowardice! Only with a careful measuring of gains and losses, risks and opportunities
In his dreams in his tent on the border he thrust the vacuous moon faces of his captains back up into the sky, and under five moons, not two, he slowly dismembered and defiled the staked-out body of the woman from Certando
Then the mornings would comeDigesting messages like rancid food, he would begin to wrestle again, endlessly, with the other thing that was nagging him this season like an infected wound
Something felt wrongThere was an aspect about this whole chain of events, from the autumn onwards, that jarred within him like a jangling, fake gucci watch dissonant chord
Here on the border with his army all around him he was supposed to feel as if he were calling the measure of the danceForcing Brandin and the entire Palm to respond to his tuneSeizing control again after a winter of being impacted upon in all those trivial, disconcerting, cumulative waysShaping events so that Quileia would have no choice but to seek him out, so that back home in the Empire they could not mistake his power, the vigor of his will, the glory of his conquests
That was how he was supposed to feelHow he had indeed briefly felt the morning he'd heard that Brandin had abdicated in YgrathWhen he'd ordered his three armies north to the border of Senzio
But something had changed since that day and it was more than just the presence of opposition now waiting in the Bay of FarsaroThere was something else, something so vague and undefined he couldn't even talk about it, even if he'd had anyone to talk to, couldn't even pin it down, but it was there, nagging at him like an old wound in rain
Alberico of Barbadior had not got to where he was, achieved this power base from which a thrust for the Tiara was imminent, without gucci men watches subtlety and thoughtfulness, without learning to trust his instincts
And his instincts told him, here on the border, with his captains and his spies and his emissary in Senzio literally begging him to march, that something was wrong
That he was not calling the tuneSomehow, someone else was guiding the dangerous steps of this danceHe had truly no idea who it could be, but the feeling was there each morning when he woke and it would not be shaken offNeither would it come clear for him under the spring sun, in that border meadow bright with the banners of Barbadior, with irises and asphodels, and fragrant with the scent of the surrounding pines
So he waited, praying to his gods for word of a death back home, agonizingly aware that the world might soon be laughing at him if he drew back, knowing, as spies kept hastening south in relays, that Brandin was getting stronger in Farsaro every day, but held there on the border by his craftiness, his instinct for survival, by that ache of doubtWaiting for something to come clear
Refusing, as the days slipped past, to dance to what might be someone else's tune, however seductively the hidden pipes might fake gucci handbags play
She was numbingly afraidThis was worse, infinitely worse than the bridge in TregeaThere she had embraced and accepted danger because there was more than a hope of surviving the leapIt had been only water down below, however frigid it might be, and there had been friends waiting in the darkness around the bend to claim her from the river and chafe her back to life
Tonight was differentCatriana realized with dismay that her hands were shakingShe stopped in the shadows of a lane to try to steady herself
She reached up nervously to adjust her hair under the dark hood, fingering the jeweled black comb she'd set in itOn the ship coming here Alais, who had said she was used to doing so for her sisters, had evened and shaped her original swift cropping on the floor of the shop in TregeaCatriana knew her appearance was perfectly acceptable now, more than that, actually, if the reactions of men in Senzio these past days meant anything
And they had to mean somethingFor that was what had brought her out here in the darkness alone, pressed against a rough stone wall in a lane, waiting now for a noisy swarm of revelers to pass by in the street before omega speedmaster day date her
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