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When things were less complicatedI could...
11:10 PM, Wednesday, May 5, 2010
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When things
were less complicatedI could have
spoken - wanted to - but kept silentSometimes
silence is best"Dad, do people ever deserve
second chances?"
I thought of my own second chanceHow I had
survived an accident that should have killed me
And I was doing more than just hanging out, it
seemedI felt a rush of gratitudeI can't wait to see youYou'll get an official invitation
soon
I sat for a moment with the phone at my ear after
she hung up, listening to the nothing"Do the day
and let the day do you," I saidThen the dial
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tone kicked in, and I decided I had one more call
to make, after all
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This time when Alice Aucoin came to the phone, she
sounded a lot more lively and a lot less cautious
I thought that was a nice change
"Alice, we never talked about a name for the
show," I said
"I was sort of assuming you rolex uk meant to call it
'Roses Grow from Shells,'" she said
"It is," I said, looking out to the Florida room
and the Gulf beyondThe water was a brilliant
blue-white plate; I had to squint against the
glare"But it's not quite right
"You have one you like better, I take it?"
"Yes, I think soI want to call it 'The View from
Duma' What do you think?"
Her response was immediate
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I had sweat through my LOSE IT IN THE VIRGIN
ISLANDS tee-shirt in spite of Big Pink's efficient
air conditioning, and I was more exhausted than a
brisk walk to El Palacio and back left me these
daysMy ear felt hot and throbby from the
telephoneI felt uneasy about Ilse - the way
parents are always uneasy about the problems of
their children, I suppose, once they're too old to
be called home when it starts to get dark and the
baths are being drawn - but pochette louis vuitton multicolore I also felt satisfied
with the work I'd put in, the way I used to feel
after a good day on a hard construction job
I didn't feel particularly hungry, but I made
myself slop a few tablespoons of tuna salad onto a
lettuce leaf and washed it down with a glass of
milkWhole milk - bad for the heart, good for the
bonesI guess that one's a wash, Pam would have
saidI turned on the kitchen TV and learned that
Candy Brown's wife was suing the City of Sarasota
over her husband's death, claiming negligence
Good luck on that one, sweetheart, I thoughtThe
local meteorologist said the hurricane season
might start earlier than everAnd the Devil Rays
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had gotten their low-rent asses kicked by the Red
Sox in an exhibition game - welcome to baseball
reality, boys
I considered dessert (I had Jell-O Pudding,
sometimes known as The Last balenciaga replicas handbags Resort of the Single
Man), then just put my plate in the sink and
limped off to the bedroom for a napI considered
setting the alarm, then didn't bother; I'd
probably only dozeEven if I actually slept, the
light would wake me up in an hour or so, when it
got over to the western side of the house and came
angling in the bedroom window
So thinking, I lay down and slept until six
o'clock that evening
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There was no question of supper; I didn't even
consider itBelow me the shells were whispering
paint, paint
I went upstairs to Little Pink like a man in a
dream, wearing only my undershortsI turned on
The Bone, set Girl and Ship No7 against the wall,
and put a fresh canvas - not as big as the one I'd
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used for Wireman Looks West, but big - on my easel
My missing arm was itching, but this no longer
bothered me the way it had at louis vuitton diaper bag tote first; the truth was,
I'd almost come to look forward to it
Shark Puppy was on the radio: "DigLife is more than love and
pleasure
I remember clearly how the whole world seemed to
be waiting for me to begin - that was how much
power I felt running through me while the guitars
screamed and the shells murmured
I came here to dig for treasure
I painted until the sun was gone and the moon cast
its bitter rind of white light over the water and
after that was gone, too
If you want to play you gotta pay
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The sight of Dario in a suit and a tie, with his
lush hair tamed and combed straight back from his
forehead, scared me even more than the murmuring
audience that filled Geldbart Auditorium, where
the lights had just been turned down to half
except for the spotlight shining down on the
lectern standing at center stage, that omega speedmaster leather was
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