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Crawford?s good company and good fortune, he would probably have feared to push his experiment farther, lest she might die under the cure Fanny was out of spirits all the rest of the dayThough tolerably secure of not seeing MrCrawford again, she could not help being lowIt was parting with somebody of the nature of a friend; and though, in one light, glad to have him gone, it seemed as if she was now deserted by everybody; it was a sort of renewed separation from Mansfield; and she could not think of his returning to town, and being frequently with Mary and Edmund, without feelings so near akin to envy as made her hate herself for having them 362 Mansfield Park Her dejection had no abatement from anything passing around her; a friend or two of her father?s, as always happened if he was not with them, spent the long, long evening there; and from six o?clock till half-past nine, there was little intermission of noise or grogThe wonderful improvement which she still fancied in MrCrawford was the nearest to administering comfort of anything within the current of her thoughtsNot considering in how different a circle she had been just seeing him, nor how much might be owing to contrast, she was quite persuaded of his being astonishingly more gentle and regardful of others than formerlyAnd, if in little things, must it not be so in great? So anxious for her health and comfort, so very feeling as he now expressed himself, and wholesale rolex watches really seemed, might not it be fairly supposed that he would not much longer persevere in a suit so distressing to her? 363 Jane Austen CHAPTER XLIII IT WAS PRESUMED that MrCrawford was travelling back, to London, on the morrow, for nothing more was seen of him at MrPrice?s; and two days afterwards, it was a fact ascertained to Fanny by the following letter from his sister, opened and read by her, on another account, with the most anxious curiosity:? ?I have to inform you, my dearest Fanny, that Henry has been down to Portsmouth to see you; that he had a delightful walk with you to the dockyard last Saturday, and one still more to be dwelt on the next day, on the ramparts; when the balmy air, the sparkling sea, and your sweet looks and conversation were altogether in the most delicious harmony, and afforded sensations which are to raise ecstasy even in retrospectThis, as well as I understand, is to be the substance of my informationHe makes me write, but I do not know what else is to be communicated, except this said visit to Portsmouth, and these two said walks, and his introduction to your family, especially to a fair sister of yours, a fine girl of fifteen, who was of the party on the ramparts, taking her first lesson, I presume, in love I have not time for writing much, but it would be out of place if I had, for this is to be a mere letter of business, penned for the purpose of conveying necessary information, which gucci mens wallets could not be delayed without risk of evilMy dear, dear Fanny, if I had you here, how I would talk to you! You should listen to me till you were tired, and advise me till you were still tired more; but it is impossible to put a hundredth part of my great mind on paper, so I will abstain altogether, and leave you to guess what you likeI have no news for youYou have politics, of course; and it would be too bad to plague you with the names of people and parties that fill up my timeI ought to have sent you an account of your cousin?s first party, but I was lazy, and now it is too long ago; suffice it, that everything was 364 Mansfield Park just as it ought to be, in a style that any of her connexions must have been gratified to witness, and that her own dress and manners did her the greatest creditFraser, is mad for such a house, and it would not make me miserableI go to Lady Stornaway after Easter; she seems in high spirits, and very happyis very good-humoured and pleasant in his own family, and I do not think him so very ill-looking as I did?at least, one sees many worseHe will not do by the side of your cousin EdmundOf the last-mentioned hero, what shall I say? If I avoided his name entirely, it would look suspiciousI will say, then, that we have seen him two or three times, and that my friends here are very much struck with his gentlemanlike appearanceFraser (no bad judge) declares she knows but three men in town who have rolex watches for women so good a person, height, and air; and I must confess, when he dined here the other day, there were none to compare with him, and we were a party of sixteenLuckily there is no distinction of dress nowadays to tell tales, but?but?but Yours affectionately I had almost forgot (it was Edmund?s fault: he gets into my head more than does me good) one very material thing I had to say from Henry and myself?I mean about our taking you back into NorthamptonshireMy dear little creature, do not stay at Portsmouth to lose your pretty looksThose vile sea-breezes are the ruin of beauty and healthMy poor aunt always felt affected if within ten miles of the sea, which the Admiral of course never believed, but I know it was soI am at your service and Henry?s, at an hour?s noticeI should like the scheme, and we would make a little circuit, and shew you Everingham in our way, and perhaps you would not mind passing through London, and seeing the inside of StGeorge?s, Hanover SquareOnly keep your cousin Edmund from me at such a time: I should not like to be temptedWhat a long letter! one word moreHenry, I find, has some idea of going into Norfolk again upon some business that you approve; but this cannot possibly be permitted before the middle of next week; that is, he cannot anyhow be spared till after the 14th, for we have a party that eveningThe value of a man like Henry, on such an occasion, is what you can have no conception of; so you tiffany replica must take it upon my word to be inestimable He will see the Rushworths, which own I am not sorry for? 365 Jane Austen having a little curiosity, and so I think has he?though he will not acknowledge it This was a letter to be run through eagerly, to be read deliberately, to supply matter for much reflection, and to leave everything in greater suspense than everThe only certainty to be drawn from it was, that nothing decisive had yet taken placeEdmund had not yet spokenHow Miss Crawford really felt, how she meant to act, or might act without or against her meaning; whether his importance to her were quite what it had been before the last separation; whether, if lessened, it were likely to lessen more, or to recover itself, were subjects for endless conjecture, and to be thought of on that day and many days to come, without producing any conclusionThe idea that returned the oftenest was that Miss Crawford, after proving herself cooled and staggered by a return to London habits, would yet prove herself in the end too much attached to him to give him upShe would try to be more ambitious than her heart would allow She would hesitate, she would tease, she would condition, she would require a great deal, but she would finally accept This was Fanny?s most frequent expectationA house in town? that, she thought, must be impossibleYet there was no saying what Miss Crawford might not askThe prospect for her cousin grew worse and cheap louis vuitton purse wors