Rushworth; but as a well-judging, steady young man, with better notions than his elocution would do justice to, he intended to value him very highlyIt was impossible for many of the others not to smileRushworth hardly knew what to do with so much meaning; but by looking, as he really felt, most exceedingly pleased with Sir Thomas?s good opinion, and saying scarcely anything, he did his best towards preserving that good opinion a little longer 163 Jane Austen CHAPTER XX EDMUND?S FIRST OBJECT the next morning was to see his father alone, and give him a fair statement of the whole acting scheme, defending his own share in it as far only as he could then, in a soberer moment, feel his motives to deserve, and acknowledging, with perfect ingenuousness, that his concession had been attended with such partial good as to make his judgment in it very doubtfulHe was anxious, while vindicating himself, to say nothing unkind of the others: but there was only one amongst them whose conduct he could mention without some necessity of defence or palliation?We have all been more or less to blame,? said he, ?every one of us, excepting FannyFanny is the only one who has judged rightly throughout; who has been consistentHer feelings have been steadily against it from first to lastShe never ceased to think of what was due to youYou will find Fanny everything you could wish Sir Thomas saw all the impropriety of such a scheme among such a party, and at such a time, as chanel purse for cheap strongly as his son had ever supposed he must; he felt it too much, indeed, for many words; and having shaken hands with Edmund, meant to try to lose the disagreeable impression, and forget how much he had been forgotten himself as soon as he could, after the house had been cleared of every object enforcing the remembrance, and restored to its proper stateHe did not enter into any remonstrance with his other children: he was more willing to believe they felt their error than to run the risk of investigationThe reproof of an immediate conclusion of everything, the sweep of every preparation, would be sufficient There was one person, however, in the house, whom he could not leave to learn his sentiments merely through his conductHe could not help giving MrsNorris a hint of his having hoped that her advice might have been interposed to prevent what her judgment 164 Mansfield Park must certainly have disapprovedThe young people had been very inconsiderate in forming the plan; they ought to have been capable of a better decision themselves; but they were young; and, excepting Edmund, he believed, of unsteady characters; and with greater surprise, therefore, he must regard her acquiescence in their wrong measures, her countenance of their unsafe amusements, than that such measures and such amusements should have been suggestedNorris was a little confounded and as nearly being silenced as ever she had been in her life; for she was ashamed to confess louis vuitton gold bag having never seen any of the impropriety which was so glaring to Sir Thomas, and would not have admitted that her influence was insufficient? that she might have talked in vainHer only resource was to get out of the subject as fast as possible, and turn the current of Sir Thomas?s ideas into a happier channelShe had a great deal to insinuate in her own praise as to general attention to the interest and comfort of his family, much exertion and many sacrifices to glance at in the form of hurried walks and sudden removals from her own fireside, and many excellent hints of distrust and economy to Lady Bertram and Edmund to detail, whereby a most considerable saving had always arisen, and more than one bad servant been detected But her chief strength lay in SothertonHer greatest support and glory was in having formed the connexion with the Rushworths There she was impregnableShe took to herself all the credit of bringing MrRushworth?s admiration of Maria to any effect?If I had not been active,? said she, ?and made a point of being introduced to his mother, and then prevailed on my sister to pay the first visit, I am as certain as I sit here that nothing would have come of it; for MrRushworth is the sort of amiable modest young man who wants a great deal of encouragement, and there were girls enough on the catch for him if we had been idleBut I left no stone unturnedI was ready to move heaven and earth to persuade my sister, and at last I did persuade herYou know the rolex watch for sale distance to Sotherton; it was in the middle of winter, and the roads almost impassable, but I did persuade her ?I know how great, how justly great, your influence is with Lady Bertram and her children, and am the more concerned that it should not have been 165 Jane Austen ?My dear Sir Thomas, if you had seen the state of the roads that day! I thought we should never have got through them, though we had the four horses of course; and poor old coachman would attend us, out of his great love and kindness, though he was hardly able to sit the box on account of the rheumatism which I had been doctoring him for ever since MichaelmasI cured him at last; but he was very bad all the winter?and this was such a day, I could not help going to him up in his room before we set off to advise him not to venture: he was putting on his wig; so I said, ?Coachman, you had much better not go; your Lady and I shall be very safe; you know how steady Stephen is, and Charles has been upon the leaders so often now, that I am sure there is no fear But, however, I soon found it would not do; he was bent upon going, and as I hate to be worrying and officious, I said no more; but my heart quite ached for him at every jolt, and when we got into the rough lanes about Stoke, where, what with frost and snow upon beds of stones, it was worse than anything you can imagine, I was quite in an agony about himAnd then the poor horses too! To see them straining away! You know how I cartier watch always feel for the horsesAnd when we got to the bottom of Sandcroft Hill, what do you think I did? You will laugh at me; but I got out and walked upIt might not be saving them much, but it was something, and I could not bear to sit at my ease and be dragged up at the expense of those noble animals I caught a dreadful cold, but that I did not regardMy object was accomplished in the visit ?I hope we shall always think the acquaintance worth any trouble that might be taken to establish itThere is nothing very striking in MrRushworth?s manners, but I was pleased last night with what appeared to be his opinion on one subject: his decided preference of a quiet family party to the bustle and confusion of actingHe seemed to feel exactly as one could wish ?Yes, indeed, and the more you know of him the better you will like himHe is not a shining character, but he has a thousand good qualities; and is so disposed to look up to you, that I am quite laughed at about it, for everybody considers it as my doingGrant the other day, ?if MrRushworth were a son of your own, he could not hold Sir Thomas in greater respect? 166 Mansfield Park Sir Thomas gave up the point, foiled by her evasions, disarmed by her flattery; and was obliged to rest satisfied with the conviction that where the present pleasure of those she loved was at stake, her kindness did sometimes overpower her judgment It was a busy morning with himConversation with any of them occupied but a small part of rolex explorer it